a Barcelona born and The Hague based independent jewelry designer.
My greatest passion is to create unique jewelry. I´ll try to look beyond borders and work from conceptual projects that each sketch a world of their own. I love to be inspired by old folk tales, family history and childhood memories. All to create a moment that my viewers can relate to and will take them away from their daily lives and into a universe that isn´t their own.
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My dear sister
Time is precious
You can only spend it once, so make it count and spent it wisely. Don´t ever regret or wish things were different. Never listen to the voice that speaks so loudly in your mind. You know-, the one that takes away from moments like these and makes you demand more from life than it will ever grant you. Just be quiet and breathe , because ´this´ will only happen once.
"Ik ben in contact gekomen met Endeis via een hele goede vriendin van mij uit Den Haag, die al een geruime tijd vol lof sprak over deze jonge ontwerpster. Daarna ontmoette ik Endeis op een feest waar ik een paar van haar ontwerpen heb gezien. Zodoende hebben we een ontmoeting gepland in Den Haag. We hebben eerst wat over en weer gepraat over wat ik wilde en Endeis heeft me advies gegeven over wat wel en niet kon en ook wat 'draagbaar' is. Na wat tekeningen te hebben gemaakt, had Endeis opeens het ontwerp getekend van wat ik in gedachten had. Toen ik het zag, dacht ik meteen: Yes! Dit is het helemaal.
Ik heb Endeis de opdracht gegeven en we hebben verder contact gehouden via email aangezien ik in België woon. Ook dit contact verliep vlekkeloos. Ze antwoordt vrijwel meteen en dat is echt geweldig als je nog iets extra wilt meegeven in het ontwerp.
De ring is echt fantastisch geworden. Een plaatje! Ik ben er erg trots op en wil dan ook een ieder die dit leest deze jonge en talentvolle ontwerpster van harte aanbevelen."
Riet Kieft Tauw
From a girl who loves too much
I just wanted you to know, I come from a generation of women who love too much- it’s a genetic trait of some sort. Although it can be taught, you need a special kind of being in your life who can show you the art, which is called ‘ loving too much’ .
My grandmother, not long ago, spoke these words to me,
“ If you want something, if you love someone. You go for it! You tell them! Not tomorrow, not in an hour, not in five seconds. You do it now with everything you have.”
Patience is a trait that has not been developed in our Spanish souls. -Just saying.
I don’t think we love so much, because we are searching for approval. We love this much, because our hearts overflow with it. And maybe because we’ve known such great pain. We will try to prevent it to ever happen to the ones who mean a great deal in our lives. If you are hurting, we’ll just love the crap out of you until it’s gone -accompanied with food of your liking.
It is a gift as well as it is a burden. Because with unconditional love, comes unimaginable heartbreak.
How many times can a heart break until it is broken beyond repair?
Recently I read an article about doctors who proved that ‘a broken heart’ can kill you. It is possible that at some point the heart in the body will just stop beating because of its emotional breakage...
Our hearts already knew this of course.
I just wanted you to know,- my heart has broken and put together many times. I will love you, but every fiber in my body will try not to. I will let you love me, but to a certain degree. For now, because if ‘it’ breaks it could just be the last time...
Maybe I don’t want you to know, that whenever you have spend time with me, I erase all signs of your presence. I change the sheets, I clean my house, wash my clothes and get rid of all the dishes.
When you leave, I want you to be gone. Because if I just catch a whiff of your scent on my pillow, I will long for your love. I don’t want to think about you just before I fall a sleep. I don’t want you to appear in my dreams. I just want you to be a vague memory until you are here again. Then I’ll love you with everything I have or at least I will try.
I’m sorry for all the contradictions, but I am just scared. I’m scared for my heart. My heart that loves so much can stop beating you see, because it loves so much.
I have already told you I come from a generation of women who love too much. I don’t know any other way. So I will love you to much, unconditionally. I will always try to relieve your pain, make you smile, show you all the beauty in life and above all, let you know everything I love about you.
The only thing I can hope is that you see me. Many wont and many haven’t. But I hope you will.
With undying love,
A girl who loves too much
From time to time it is very important to ask yourself ´what do I really want?’ I think, one of the most difficult questions I have ever asked myself. Because most of the time it was a case of what I thought I wanted. Something to gain in order to... Something to achieve, always followed by, ”maybe then I’ll be happy”. The happiness was not there or just lasted for little time.
Most of the things we want, are because of what other people have. Especially in a society like ours where happiness is defined by certain steps most of us are expected to take in life. A ‘guide’ on how to be happy and live a fulfilling life.
Be careful, wantings are deceitful.
I have already seen a lot in life and I want to experience more. At the same time I hope, I will be spared some views as well.
I have worked hard and long. Trying to fill voids, trying to please, to achieve and do what was expected of me. What ‘I’ expected of me. But what do I really want. When do I feel most happy?
I have been chasing the dream of love. Those Dreams… I have dreamt them before. I have tried to be perfect, to be the best I can be, to give the most I could. But it was not enough. I, was not enough.
Freedom makes me happy. Peace of mind and peace of heart. A quiet mind. Friendship, kindness and love, for myself and others. Contentment. That is what I want.
“So please Genie in the bottle, go to someone else to grant 3 wishes.”
-because maybe, I just don’t need them.